ababil word

think want to give up
you know what?? i'm so tired with this situation
it feels like to end it
sometimes i'm very disgusted with God's plan
although i know all God's plan is good for me
and often wonder in my brain "like what the end of all God's plan?"
i think i want to run and get away from reality, but i cant do that
i must play my role that God commanded in this world
untill i know what this is all over